Wednesday, March 10, 2010

The lost of my Loved one's

It's has been a while since my last update... I lost my beloved boss.. lets just call him as A.L. He died because of Cancer... I'm so sad.. Cant believe that he's not around anymore....

I have been working with him since i was at my young age.. 20 years Old. my first job, my first boss and I never change my job ever since I've work with him. He's so understanding, caring and I thing what ever the best in this world will go to him...

He thought us how to bake the right way, how to cook (he's a chef when he's young) open a pantry for us with everything in it.. before we had our pantry we cook in our conference room.. hahaha what a joke but that's the fact... we even baked cinnamon bun, cut a whole salmon, marinated everything for our company outing and etc.. other than these we will have our meeting in this room... All that are nostalgic for me... I will never forget this in my whole life...

What make me and everyone in the office is that he past away 2 days before Christmas and his family dont want to tell us before Christmas.. they want us to celebrate our christmas happily... and guess what.. we did celebrate our Christmas 2009 with joy and laughter without knowing that our loving boss is gone.

He's can easily be touched by anything.. he even cry with me in the flight, when we are going to our factory in Bangladesh.. he cried when I tell him about my family... We both cried in the plane where all the steward and stewardess looking at us, wondering why we cry infront of everyone.. hehehe.. funny but still sad..

Sometimes I cry when looking at thing he told me to keep.. I give you an example "Aini please keep all these receipts and I will give you more when I come back to KL" but he never will..... RIP to my beloved boss.. I will never forget you...

I never cry for anyone death... Never, not even once.. maybe because I'm not so close to them "maybe" but when he past away... I cried.. if I watch any movie or drama that have anything touching like scene in a Hospital or anything, I will cry and my husband can quickly guess that I miss my boss.. Now I know what is the meaning of loosing someone you loved.

I also sad that my boss dont have the opportunity to meet my daughter.. He said that he want to see my daughter maybe in his next trip... but...

MISS YOU SO MUCH MR. A.L.........